Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Last hope... DIED...

So you know how you always have that thought process in the back of your mind. You think it's okay.... Cause deep down you think well "If I would have done that... Things could have been different." Well... I used up my last hope so now I'm screwed. I know that he doesn't like me.

It really sucks I was holding out for one last option. I talked to his roommate. Who if they would have talked at all would have known if he liked me. I was complaining to him... a little bit and he didn't tell me anything taht would have said. Well you should go for it one more time, give it one last chance. Nope. Nothing. Nadda. You know why? Cause he just isn't that into me!

Sucks... but it's the truth. So now the next step... move on. Mostly I have. Really I'm just not okay with the fact that once again "I'm not good enough."

I keep hoping to run into these two boys... I must have the worst luck that way.... Still have yet to see them.

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