My test that was suppose to occur today... was postponed until Thursday. Talk about yuck. I've been stressing and now I have a few more days to stress. However because I procrastinated... it is a good thing to have a little bit more time. I'm just feeling very spread... like peanut butter (it's all about the thin layers).
I have this stupid boy that I still keep thinking about which I think is why I've been blogging so much. ...I think. I've decided I'm trying to distract myself... and failing miserably. *groan* I still want to text him. You know I've always wanted to run up to a boy and kiss him.... I wonder what he would do. UG! STOP!
(mental note: I just about addressed myself and wrote my real name.... Oops. That would have been stupid.)
However on that note. I wonder what a boy would do if a girl ran up to him and kissed him... and then just sauntered off.... Interesting concept. I would probably smack a boy. But then I think... what if he was really attractive? Would I still not let him? lol.... I don't know. (Man... that's a shallow thought) But this is suggesting that I don't know anything about the guy... so of course I would have to base everything off of his looks.... Since that would be the only thing taht I would know.
Really I wouldn't let a random stranger kiss me even if I was attracted to him... so I guess I'll never actually randomly kiss someone. See I dont' do any of these "True (Aggie /Badger/ T-Bird/Wolverine/Cougars)Mascot nights".
(note: I am wondering currently if now trying to determine where I go to school. Good luck if you are! *grin* However currently no one is reading this... so it's just an outlit of all my emotions and random thoughts)
Who really is to say you can't have true school spirt unless you kiss someone under a object or near a object...?
Bascially this tradition was started because people want action. It's an excuse to makeout with someone.... Ridiculous. The worst thing is this boy that I like... if he asked me... I'd probably do it. LAME! I'm totally against these things.... Or am I?
Then I start to think. Do I really like this boy as much as I do... or do I think I like him more because I feel we have this connection now that I have kissed (okay I'll be honest "made-out" with) him. (yes... a couple of times.... and I miss it... and miss him. SUCK SUCK SUCK) I just need to get over him.
There are a few more eggs now in my basket (dating prospects). Some of them have potential.
- One is actually a teacher currently... I think he's probably 26. Strange how I usually go after the older men.
- Two are friends with my brother but I'm not that attracted to them. I know... how lame.
- One really likes me. I went on a few dates with him during the summer. However I found out that I don't like him.... I've been trying to give him the run around. I hate the run around... but yet I do it to people. How lame!
- One boy loves me... and wants to marry me. Sometimes I forget to include him because the basic concept of marriage freaks me out. He's wanted to be serious since I met him a year ago. Then he went and did his military thing... and now things are crazy complicated. We are supposed "friends" but I know he loves me. Love... ug.... what a strong word. I kept telling him he didn't.... I don't know now. But that is how he explains it... and now he doesn't say anything much. But I can tell.... I never thought of myself as a heart breaker but I guess it's true. Everyone breaks at least one heart in their life....
(mental note: Never tell people what they are feeling... they get quite upset)
- Actually I think I might have a prospect by me right now in the library... I think I'll have to turn my flirt on. I've been a little distracted and plugged in... jamming out to music but he keeps looking over the cubby thing at me.... I've pretended not to notice.
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