Double Zero...
Why do boys only like double zeros... This girl that "This Boy" likes... she is tiny. Not only is she tiny but she is short. Ah yes... cute and dainty.
Do you know what this means? There is absolutely noooooooooo hope. I guess I'm screwed. ...awesome.
Of course she is cute. I'm certian this was .... "the girl" that he was talking about. This is "the girl" that ranks higher on his scale than I do.... When it came down to statistics... I didn't rank high enough.
So after the fireside tonight I start moving chairs... putting them away. Like I always do...and she stats to help and he appears at of nowhere. His eyes get all twinkly while he is talking to her... this must be the girl.
This is the first time I've seen him ever at a fire side. So know he goes.... Now he goes to church events. Does he not find me religous enough? He didn't like me enough to go to the firesides and get another chance to see me.
He is trying to impress her... seeing as she just got back from her mission. He is doing all the right things....
Am I not good enough to do all the right things for? Am I not cute enough? Not attractive enough? How come he didn't want to impress me?
Was he lying about that he liked me and found me attractive. IF I really was as fun... (and bla bla bla) why would he stop dating me? WHY not date us at the same time?
He made a consious decision that the other girl was better than I was. He said it was because he had known her longer. But was this actually the case.... And how much did the scale between liking her and me differ?
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY... WHY DO I STILL CARE....
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